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Why Letting Go Quietly Feels Harder Than Any Argument?

There is a moment in every conversations where saying nothing feels heavier than saying anything at all. I remember sitting across certain someone who still feels like home to me but far apart now maybe suddenly turned into a stranger. The words I wanted to say felt trapped somewhere between my chest and my throat. And in that silence, I realized sometimes silence carries more truth than speech ever could. It wasn’t a loud argument or a dramatic fight. There were the small things; maybe the half-smiles, that didn’t reach the eyes. Things that, on their own, seemed very menial, but together formed a gap that grew wider with every passing minute and eventually bigger with months. Maybe, I was not doing enough. I tried to fill it with conversation, with reassurances, with plans to “fix things.” But the harder I tried, the heavier the silence became. Sometimes I would try to speak, only to notice that my words barely landed. And when I stopped speaking, the quiet screamed louder t...
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Purple & You!

And you ask, if everything is alright? Yes, the skies turned to soothing blue, But my favourite color is purple & you. I will be here, also, I need you. And you ask, if everything is alright? Yes, the moon is bright & still, But my favourite moments are purple & you. I will be here ,also, I will be needing you. And you ask, if everything is alright? Yes, the sun shines into a new day, too, But my favourite dawn is purple & you. I will be here, also, I will forever be needing you. And you ask, if everything is alright? Yes, the night shelters a peaceful view, But my favourite wish is purple & you. I will be here, also, my heart belongs to you. - slap4msth 07 Aug 2024 #slap4msth #slap4msth_writes #poems #poetry

Feningtinix: The act of letting it go.

Feningtinix: The act of letting it go. Example: 1. Verb:(Feningtinize)"After years of holding onto resentment, she decided it was time to Feningtinize and release the negativity from her life." 2. Noun(Feningtinix):"The process of Feningtinix can be challenging, but it brings a sense of liberation and inner peace." 3. Adjective(Feningtinical):"The Feningtinical journey towards self-discovery brought about significant personal growth."

The Forsaken Keepsake

 I could still hear the dogs barking through the moonlight, the cold breeze of the night blows through the surface of pond, the big ol' tree sleeping the night away. My eyes were wide awake and the clock were ticking it's shade past the one, the white ceiling had thirty two dents on  the middle, they were tiny but pretty sure I counted it right. The hanging map of  Nepal on the wall right next to my bed were now taunting me about how less I travel with small markers on places I have been to. I feel like waking up and taking the map off the wall. Blankets were already on and tucked into the bed well; Cannot risk waking up and finding that perfect position to be comfortable again. As I turned over in bed, I took a moment to survey the room. Three jackets that I had washed and hung to dry were now lying in a heap on the floor. I grimaced at my own clumsiness, wondering how I had managed to knock them down. Next to the jackets, a few pairs of jeans were also scattered haphaza...

A compilation of everything!

So, I decided to compile everything that I have written for a  long time  and here it goes. Some of them are  2 liners  & some are 4 liners which I  hope to develop even more and were left on draft for  a  long time.There  goes  some  wild stories from my dream  and  this compilation is  truly for every draft I ever  wrote till date  and  here is  to new beginning. Hope you guys  will like  it !😀😀😀 A fairy Tale You were exactly like what I wished for; "A fairy tale". Were it raining outside, when you call me up, to tell me that you had enough of this broken love. Tears falling out , we had enough of this shallow heart, making us fall in love and tearing us apart. Hoping now, we were something to the "we", there goes the words of fall, we can no more be "we". But there isn't any us, There never was any us. A mere smile leaving her cheeks mesmerized me through out the day, The enchanted ...

Exploring the ruins of love

The rain is pouring wild for few days already. Staring out of the windows apparently bring out the memories. Being stuck alone inside the walls, the more the loneliness, the more the dopamine in the brain choose to think. Well, no one to blame to. Had it been a blaming game at all, it would had been much easier to process. So, what good does a sunny day even bring? Some sun burn! Clock is ticking at 12. Who gives a f**k about some dumb clock! Times when the days feel like night and night the day, this ticktock of the clock is just the nuisance that is hard to get rid of. Some sleepless shitty nights wouldn't tell the story of those pretty sleepless nights. Through the shadows & tiny bits of desire; tracking the scent right into the loop of memories, sworn not to pen in ever again into the story of "us". But, what do you know? The adorable memory of "us" into the hurtful time of "now". Spacing in between the lines of dainty highlights and a hug...

"How much you should affect me"

Little by little, tik toking of the clock passes the whirl of midnight, Now, I need you to leave from my thoughts,from my memories. Now, I need to fall in a slumber sleep  into the hands of agonizing dreams. Just after I wake up pretty late in the morning, The blaze of wind brings the smell of you comes to me. Little by little, I move aside to find the orb, To bring you back up in the memories. Now, I need you to confront me; right out to me, Now, I need to feel you; Not just in the memories But when the day is ending, i swim my way all over the corners of memories, Little by little, tik toking of the clock passes the whirl of midnight. Now, I need to tell you something before you leave About, "How much you should affect me!!" Now I need to fall in slumber sleep Into the agonizing dreams of memories!!