A fairy Tale
You were exactly like what I wished for; "A fairy tale".Were it raining outside, when you call me up, to tell me that you had enough of this broken love.
Tears falling out , we had enough of this shallow heart, making us fall in love and tearing us apart.
Hoping now, we were something to the "we", there goes the words of fall, we can no more be "we".
But there isn't any us,
There never was any us.
A mere smile leaving her cheeks mesmerized me through out the day,
The enchanted humble you, made me feel for you this way.
Surely, the quivers of love is fumbling around,
But as exhausted as it is, the love, there stands my heart shattered to the "exhausted love"
Bloomer
She were a flower, blooming with the time,
Passing through the garden, her smell is so sweet & nice.
She were a soothing potion, a little more soothing every time,
Yet another broken soul passing by, her company was far beyond divine.
She were a journey, flowing through the time,
Walking past the tomb & cemetery, her soul grew colder & beyond.
She were a compilation of stories, a little more interesting every time,
Time for another story, her moments are a keepsake forsaken into good byes!!
Calculus
CÃ lculus? Was it?We were discussing all about derivatives. You had went ahead and learnt more of integrals.
Well well there I see a challenge for me..
We fought & fought about "who was the great?"
Sure enough there were pet names & weird hangouts ,
Lately my friends tease me about me being your lover.
Well, eh, I am sure I am not but whatever.
They call me up whenever you are upset or crying.
I would run to you not sure what I was trying.
But then we hangout in that bus station after college,
Well my lips were not dry today, maybe you stole my first kiss away
Panic, fear, anxiety, I am not sure I like you
I run & run miles & miles from you.
I hear the rumours now that we dated.
Eh?
Tick of clock
Couldnt sleep. Fuucckkk i know i m not insomniac. But this is how it goes the long nights!!
I can hear the ticks of the time,
But , is it morning yet?
Hoping morning wouldn't come & night would end somehow,
Well, scary isn't it?
Fuzzy arms
She was there within my grasp, but silence was in sight.Her lips were calling in for mine, my arms were fuzzy trying to hug her tight.
Being on my own
Now the scars been healed,But these memories lit up the wound
I part my ways with the love.
I hope to be alright.
I hope to be alright.
The past & the mistakes, I believe I can live with no regrets.
And the light shines into the darkest fear
Loosing you and being on my own.
Loosing you and being on my own.
Let me Live with my lies
Story I have been telling these folks, it might just be a lie.
Maybe I am a lier now,
Trying to collect my pieces,
Just let me live with my lies!
I still know
I still know how your hand looked on mine.I still know how you bid me that last good bye.
Bond
Wishing these morning dreams are true no more
My eyes meet your eyes
Got lost in one another.
There was this hug, another moment crossing of the lips,
There was this bond, we never wanted to severe
Toxic
Fixing a broken soul, eh?
She has exhausted her toxicity.
Filling into the void, eh?
She has burnt out from love.
Music Tone
I don't wanna let go of you baby, I need you here with me baby,
They say we are out of time.
So, kiss me more, hold me strong, stay with me here,till we are, out of time.
How did I let it go?
We are holding hands now, and joyous cuddles to go,
A hug so tight, and a kiss on the cheeks,
How unreal it feels?
So, Her smile widening through her cheeks to reach my heart,
We are having a good time now, and joyous cuddle still follows,
A hug so tight, a kiss on the forehead,
How did I let it go?
Light showers
The hour before the journey ended, their were light showers from sky,They were calling to me, asking me to keep it all together.
We crumbled, and succumbed to the fate,
We closed our heart, and built a fortress never to be conquered.
The weird love of hate
She cut it short & turned blonde
I find her quirkiness cute,
She locked herself behind the close doors
Silent & Shut
She had a lot to say but she stayed silent,Maybe I had a lot to hear, I remained shut
She was never mine to begin with,
But loosing her broke me apart.
All I did was smile
All I did was smile and call her a cutie
She opened the door to my heart,
All I did was smile and invite her inside.
She chose to deny the presence of us,
All I did was smile, and tell her she was mine.
She turned out to be baskets of lies,
All I did was smile and bid her a good bye
Are we still holding the grudge with love?
To prove oneself innocent, and blame it all on the time?
The dream was to last forever, wondering how we ended so quick?
From the urge to tell the "story of us" to never remember, we guess we moved on?
Unfinished journey
Maybe it was meant to be an unfinished journey.Parted our ways, but still the light glows gracefully.
Us
Shivering into the chilly nights, how I remember the face of us.Gazing upon the life, how I remember the two of us.
If I were to ask
If I were to ask you about your scars, will you tell me more?If I were to fall apart, will you hold me close?
Memoir of you
Embracing your presence, with the memoir of you around my arms,Reminiscing that little keepsake of love, with the need of you now.
Qualms of Love
I chose to give you now.
Reminiscence of love were the memoirs of us,
I hope to part my ways now.
Nullable
There were a time when I get irritated when everyone came and woke me up early,Now there I go sleeping till 10 and no one really cares,
Guess the time is getting crueler,
Cannot describe How much I miss those irritations.
Those night chills of anxiety tells me a lot about, what actually I had thought.
I still wake up with a sleepy head,
And wonder if I was made just to fill up the space.
Older I feel, day by day, nearing the end, concluding my lfe as nullable.
The dream
Last night, in my dream, I encountered a party, she approached me humbly we hugged tight, exchanged our numbers now she decided to fade away in the morning again makine me even lonely.Don't know why her nunber started with 8.
She was cute, pretty, bold and small, maybe all I want in her was there.
I definitely did see her face but these subconsciousness won't help me , will they? I remember her eyes, her smile and her quirky voice.
This morning has been a roller coaster of thoughts, I deemed useless, but how perfect would be if she leaped from the dream to my life.
So, how do I ....
So, how do I tell anyone we were not in love?
Scrabbling in the word "love", how do I forget the moments we shared?
Love you forever, will be together even after lifetime, was just a fake?
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