"JUST RAW"

It all comes down to prove,

To prove that I don’t  feel for you, anymore

I smile to your name,

won't budge to the memories

Eyes stay dry as always,

Not even a single shred,

Not even a trace back in time,

So,

I,

I was never bounded to you,

Your soul, your memories,

No, no, not to anything,

All that was between me & you,

That we called “us”,

Was nothing but a scattered story!!

Say, why do I still wake up in night,

Breathe slow, smile then,

Hold myself tight, tighter

Close my eyes to keep them dry,

Say, I have been ignoring everything about you in sight,

This town, this city,

Reminds me every piece of you.

Call me unlucky but I have always been waiting

for you to return,

for you to smile.

Do I remember the color of us?

Well, Do I?

It was dark, dark blue

Now, all I can see is scary brown,

It was once grey turned to white,

So where are we?

So why are we?

Trying to say we are alright