Post Date: March 31st, 2015
{Was going through the diaries of peoples..............}
I should've said "Sorry" to certain someone when I still had the chance. Now, ain't a right time but sorry for all the trouble you've gone through for me.It wasn't just a mere infatuation; our bond wasn't some lame joke; it was love, it was dear to me. But the real thing, I should say, "It wasn't you, it was me, baby."
By the time I turned 20, maybe I will be bit too late to say all this. I would no longer be arrogant thing, I shall feel my shoulder & do more than 'just love & silly sh***'. I wish I were 20 right now, to find out how funny all these changes will feel.
Definitely, By the time I turn 20, you would've found someone better than me. This sounds pathetic but maybe I can foresee. How much will I be remembering the first splash of your lips. But will be cursing the devil's wish for ruining all this for me coz of all these teenage sh*ts.
Today, I know to love, know to care but never could open up truly. Of all the people around, you know it. I wasn't going through a social anxiety but I was a little mess within my psychology. The kiss I shared with you was divine but the devil's wish I couldn't be okay with it.
Intimacy with new people, totally scares me, I seem to adjust but in dark, love my solitude. Once again, "I'm sorry","it wasn't you, it was me ,baby". You were the best bond I made with any person new till date, it was the best, we were on fire with silly sh***. How the time passed, I never knew; I fell in love with you but deep down in here, I knew I won't be with you. I was scared, I feared & it came true. Oh!! the teenage sh***.
Well, By the time I turn 20, I would no longer be like this, I shall feel my shoulders & do more than 'just love & silly sh***.' I wish I were 20 right now, to find how much these memories will mean to me & regret not telling you all of this. By the time I turned 20.
Publish date: 30th Jan, 2019
Publish by: slap4msth
[Hoping for the post ,about when he is 20 & how he feels, so that I can publish it..............]
#teenage #love #foreseen #regret
{Was going through the diaries of peoples..............}
I should've said "Sorry" to certain someone when I still had the chance. Now, ain't a right time but sorry for all the trouble you've gone through for me.It wasn't just a mere infatuation; our bond wasn't some lame joke; it was love, it was dear to me. But the real thing, I should say, "It wasn't you, it was me, baby."
By the time I turned 20, maybe I will be bit too late to say all this. I would no longer be arrogant thing, I shall feel my shoulder & do more than 'just love & silly sh***'. I wish I were 20 right now, to find out how funny all these changes will feel.
Definitely, By the time I turn 20, you would've found someone better than me. This sounds pathetic but maybe I can foresee. How much will I be remembering the first splash of your lips. But will be cursing the devil's wish for ruining all this for me coz of all these teenage sh*ts.
Today, I know to love, know to care but never could open up truly. Of all the people around, you know it. I wasn't going through a social anxiety but I was a little mess within my psychology. The kiss I shared with you was divine but the devil's wish I couldn't be okay with it.
Intimacy with new people, totally scares me, I seem to adjust but in dark, love my solitude. Once again, "I'm sorry","it wasn't you, it was me ,baby". You were the best bond I made with any person new till date, it was the best, we were on fire with silly sh***. How the time passed, I never knew; I fell in love with you but deep down in here, I knew I won't be with you. I was scared, I feared & it came true. Oh!! the teenage sh***.
Well, By the time I turn 20, I would no longer be like this, I shall feel my shoulders & do more than 'just love & silly sh***.' I wish I were 20 right now, to find how much these memories will mean to me & regret not telling you all of this. By the time I turned 20.
Publish date: 30th Jan, 2019
Publish by: slap4msth
[Hoping for the post ,about when he is 20 & how he feels, so that I can publish it..............]
#teenage #love #foreseen #regret
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