Random thoughts

Is it true? That you & I never were the mirrors? Is it true? That you & I never were closer? Is it true? That your smile was never the bolder? Is it true? That the pain you hide were never in my shoulder Is it true? That everything we had, were no more than the mere lie? Is it true? That every dreams we had, were to end in a good bye? Is it true? That every time, I was in the shades of your truth? Is it true? That every time, I was the joining pawn of the shogi? Is it true? That for you, I would never matter? Is it true? That for you, I was the only one to shatter? Is it true? That with you, I fell for you? Is it true? That, longer I will be here, the more I will suffer? Is it true? That the sun doesn't shine over the frosted heaven? Is it true? That the stars can no longer twinkle to me? Is it true? That every path I will walk, will be lonely again? Is it true? That opening up once more, would only mean the pain? BY: #slap4msth

Post Date: March 31st, 2015 {Was going through the diaries of peoples..............} I should've said "Sorry" to certain someone when I still had the chance. Now, ain't a right time but sorry for all the trouble you've gone through for me.It wasn't just a mere infatuation; our bond wasn't some lame joke; it was love, it was dear to me. But the real thing, I should say, "It wasn't you, it was me, baby." By the time I turned 20, maybe I will be bit too late to say all this. I would no longer be arrogant thing, I shall feel my shoulder & do more than 'just love & silly sh***'. I wish I were 20 right now, to find out how funny all these changes will feel. Definitely, By the time I  turn 20, you would've found someone better than me. This sounds pathetic but maybe I can foresee. How much will I be remembering the first splash of your lips. But will be cursing the devil's wish for ruining all this for me coz of all th...