Words, they just flow from within; processing with the memories. The deeper the memories, stronger the words impact. Talking about memories, I am sure there was at least a good one of us. 😅😅... There had been a time; I made you cry. And I wasn't able to hold you up..too clumsy(I guess).Well, this part has been same.Nothing changed.(well for me.)
Life takes twist & turn. Definitely, this society is survival of the fittest. Without "Being the water", one would never be able to survive. Given the chances, to live with everything you want, you still want more. That's what we humans are defined for:'The Greed". Wanting to be at the top & looking down on everyone else that's what humans want & if you are lower than anyone else you are sure to be envious. Here, humans are for: "The Envy".
Getting back to the topic, I once began to feel I'm bad as a human being. I regretted each & every decision I ever took(barely took a good one(lol)). Pitiful, not the perfect word to describe what I want to, but works here. That's how I've been all the time, I don't how to put this but this was also a part of a reason I "ACTED" so depressed.
Being right all the time was not what I wanted but I would never have been wrong. Well, that held true until I understood "If you are right, then somehow you are wrong about being right." I had to step off these ideals. Afterwards, the frustrations surrounded, some soothing words were read & heard."Things can be made but can't be fixed."Soothing yet killing.
Well, Life had been a total mess. Whatever. Too young to talk about life, quite sure, it is gonna hit much harder. No life tips onward. Such a drag being helpless. We must have been maturing everyday, so is the changes within us. Helpless with words as well. Pitiful as always.
Lot of things happened over all these years, several months (not to mention) worse ones, for you, for me. I learned a thing or two from all these. Not that it can make me better human being but I stopped feeling worthless.After all "The Greed" & "The Envy" is still within me, that's what still make me a better human being.
#Natural
#slap4msth
Life takes twist & turn. Definitely, this society is survival of the fittest. Without "Being the water", one would never be able to survive. Given the chances, to live with everything you want, you still want more. That's what we humans are defined for:'The Greed". Wanting to be at the top & looking down on everyone else that's what humans want & if you are lower than anyone else you are sure to be envious. Here, humans are for: "The Envy".
Getting back to the topic, I once began to feel I'm bad as a human being. I regretted each & every decision I ever took(barely took a good one(lol)). Pitiful, not the perfect word to describe what I want to, but works here. That's how I've been all the time, I don't how to put this but this was also a part of a reason I "ACTED" so depressed.
Being right all the time was not what I wanted but I would never have been wrong. Well, that held true until I understood "If you are right, then somehow you are wrong about being right." I had to step off these ideals. Afterwards, the frustrations surrounded, some soothing words were read & heard."Things can be made but can't be fixed."Soothing yet killing.
Well, Life had been a total mess. Whatever. Too young to talk about life, quite sure, it is gonna hit much harder. No life tips onward. Such a drag being helpless. We must have been maturing everyday, so is the changes within us. Helpless with words as well. Pitiful as always.
Lot of things happened over all these years, several months (not to mention) worse ones, for you, for me. I learned a thing or two from all these. Not that it can make me better human being but I stopped feeling worthless.After all "The Greed" & "The Envy" is still within me, that's what still make me a better human being.
#Natural
#slap4msth
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