Her Feelings

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(Her feelings that I can't edit, even if she asked me to, Her feelings gave deeper vibes than my edit do.)_________________----_------ #SJ971030

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Yes, it's been a year since we separated; toughest year for me. Few months, I didn't even know if I was living. I don't know how it went!!!!!!!!! Few days passed, thanks to the voicemails I've saved. Well, those photographs of us that I helplessly stare, those sort of things, I guess, is what kept me alive. Every place I go, memory of us walking hand in hand, follows me all the time. I still remember how much I loved to be in your arms. Those smiling faces we had it all the time, was it less than a paradise??

Looking back in time, all I can see is "How much you loved me". We meant everything to each other but tragedy had to fall upon our fate. However, now I'm doing fine, I'm reliving my life that's what I actually wanted to say. But the reality hits me harder when I find out, there's nothing I can do now to make you stay. All those late night talks, all those silly jokes you cracked, all those sweet walks we had, haunts me every night.

BUT I'm fine now. Seriously, I've learned to live without you. Do I blame you for everything? NO!! Why would I? You & me both never wanted to end up like this. But now, that's that. No grudges!! Whatsoever!!

Don't know why?? But still there's a hope inside me that says we will be together again & this time for forever. Well, all I can do right now is hope. You are hurt, so am I!!! But it's alright. I'm not weak,"I have lots of memory of us to survive with....."

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