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Location detail It was long back when I used to believe in God. The day she faded away, I was totally shattered, broken and I became a living statue. I could hear the voice but totally blank, I could see people but totally blank, I could see people shouting at me to move but totally blank. I was walking in the streets; let me tell you story about that day, when a truck nearly run over me & I had few fractures in legs. Do you believe? It was still blank, all my eyes wanted to see was her, all my ears wanted to hear was her voice, all my body needed was her warmth. My parents send me to rehabilitation centre just like that... There I could see people screaming , crying , iritated but this time I could actually feel their pain though I was silent. Definitely I was not on drugs but I had extreme pain inside just like the other rehab members did. I had to attend 30 days in rehab centre. On the last day there, I was able to talk as confidently as I ever did. The tragic stories I ...

Where is She?( Part-2) Staring at the staircase; All I could do is, Remember your pretty face And of course the smile you kept Wondering about the sky so high; Dreaming about the day, When you'll be mine Pleading to god to make you mine U DREAM HILL; U THERE; This note snapped me out, Out of from my virtual world; Embracing the reality, I thought my heart stopped Decided to look at that note for one last time; Trying to figure out, What it said? When I did find, it was too late. Reality seemed more harsh now; Took me this long to figure, what it said Tears fall down my cheeks Heart pumped blood faster,than it ever did. Realized something just like that; "I wanted to fulfill my dreams",She told me I asked her wondering,"What would those be?" She smiled,"I hope, you would catch up to me" Now, That it makes sense, everything; She didn't die, she didn't leave She is fulfilling her dreams, That would surround he...

WHERE IS SHE????!!!! She had few severe headaches; "Am I one of them?", I asked She said, "Yes, indeed." I swore not to talk ,ever again. Few days passed; I called her on her cellphone, Her mom picked up Said,"Sorry, she is not home." My arrogance; That is what people say, I made myself believe, "I don't care about her anymore." A week passed; I came back to my senses, Picked up the phone And called her once more. For a whole day; Her dad, her brother & her mom Were the one ,on the phone Saying, she was not home. Next Day; I traveled all the miles, To her home, seeking the truth, Tears were all they gave, looking at the grave. Few moments later; I asked what happened? "My brother passed out", her dad said. Sympathies were that I gave Standing right there; I could see her come out. Thought of scolding, But asked ,"How are you?" A mome...

LOVE ACHE!! I don't even know if this word "Love ache" exists or not. I don't think this to be a valid one. Everyone's got their definition to the love so do I. Love, the beauty that compares to heaven, the heavenly pleasure & gives people the mighty strength to live. Bring me one person to me who says they love no one. Knowingly or unknowingly, we are in love, there's no denying it. I engaged with lots of people around me to find what they feel about love. Some elder ignored the topic coz I'm just a teenager. What was I suppose to understand? If they ignored me. That was the day I decided to engage with the peers of my age & find out what love means to them.  "Defining what love is like finding a map to hell & heaven, it is just a myth", few said. But what if I find a map to hell & heaven then show them?? Will they still think it's a myth? The"what if" is the most stupid word that I can think of. On...

VOID!!! It was getting dark & I was lost in your thoughts. My cell phone vibrated;I didn't bother to check it for a while, When I did,Whoa!! I was surprised or should I say I was shocked? Your name at the end of the message after the dash(-); from an unknown number. "Meet me on that overhead bridge!!! Tomorrow at 10 in morning!! I'll explain everything Sorry!! -*******"(Her name I can't mention here.) I tried to call this number back;Never mind how many text I send!!It was out of reach!!! Was getting odd feelings but happy that I get to see her tomorrow. That overhead was of course one of the best place for us to be together;Doing nothing ,all day just talking with her about the silly stuffs & she getting involved no matter what it is. Laughing at nothing ,walking in the same spot time & again;Sitting in the edge of that overhead bridge passing the time just like that. The time started moving too slow;a month without ...

Where are you? "When I first saw you,I fell for you." That's what I would like to tell you but hey that's not the case here. I did notice you a lot as you were kept you cute acts. I never thought I would fall in love with such a pretty girl with such a cute childish acts. It feels like a dream to me.  I once tried to tell you how I felt about you when we were hanging out. I did have feeling for you but you had no idea at all. While returning from the college in the last seat of the bus I tried to hug you but you didn't notice that & I thought I shouldn't approach any further. Well, to be honest,you used to talk about your past & also the ones with crush on you.At that moment, I really lost hope on getting you. I began to think that you are totally out of my league. 😞😞😞 I was really loosing hope when you told me that your past memories still hunts you down.I, however managed to suggest to patch up with him once again but you denied...